I am tired.
I'm fairly certain I was incorrect in judging our relationship, however i needed to leave in order to become myself.
-You see.... I loved you, no, I was obsessed with you, and it was extremely unhealthy for me.
+You see.... I , no, I was obsessed with you, and it was extremely unhealthy for me.
...I dont think I wouldve become the person I am today without you.
-Our relationship wasnt healthy. for either of us, but it was also exactly, at least what I needed.
+Our relationship wasnt healthy. for either of us, but it was also exactly, at least what I needed at the time.
i do not ask for forgiveness, or to return to friendship. I ended my chance at that a long time ago. I apologize deeply from the absolute pits of what remains of my soul. I hope you are well, and maybe, just maybe. we can meet again in the distant future, and talk about how our lives were.
+Thank you. Sorry for being a gross weirdo, sorry for cutting you off so abruptly, + im sorry for every single fight we ever had, small or big, whether the subject of it was my fault or not, + i apologize for them. Im sorry for not being very understanding, I'm better at that now. + i'm sorry for ruining many, many, many things for you. +
+and most of all, im sorry, for leaving. at the time, i genuinely thought you wanted nothing to do with me, + maybe that was the case, im certain it probably is now. but if it wasnt (knowing my paranoid ass it probably wasnt), + then seriously. im so fucking sorry. +
+please stay healthy, be happy.